Nov. 30th, 2005
before i forget
Nov. 30th, 2005 07:18 pmi had a horrible day
no really
one of those days where you wonder if you should even bother to keep going
and it wasn't anything
it was just everything
and then
i left work early, feeling crappy and needing to run an errand
in the castro, getting on the 33 to go home
i saw this hot butch on the bus, and then realized it was the mister
wonderful bus ride home
errands on haight street
blisters on my feet and i run into
mendiola
an old friend, who i have missed terribly, who i thought had permanent brain damage from getting jumped about 5 years ago, and who i heard had moved back to LA to live with his folks and i thought i would never see again.
he lives in my hood. he looked GREAT. he was glad to see me. he works as a teacher at a catholic school. i don't know if it will work out. but for a few days anyway, i have the hope that i may have a friend back. we traded numbers. i feel happy. hopeful. not as crappy as i did before.
i hope he is back in life.
so much random to make that happen. it's fate. it's important. it's meant to be.
no really
one of those days where you wonder if you should even bother to keep going
and it wasn't anything
it was just everything
and then
i left work early, feeling crappy and needing to run an errand
in the castro, getting on the 33 to go home
i saw this hot butch on the bus, and then realized it was the mister
wonderful bus ride home
errands on haight street
blisters on my feet and i run into
mendiola
an old friend, who i have missed terribly, who i thought had permanent brain damage from getting jumped about 5 years ago, and who i heard had moved back to LA to live with his folks and i thought i would never see again.
he lives in my hood. he looked GREAT. he was glad to see me. he works as a teacher at a catholic school. i don't know if it will work out. but for a few days anyway, i have the hope that i may have a friend back. we traded numbers. i feel happy. hopeful. not as crappy as i did before.
i hope he is back in life.
so much random to make that happen. it's fate. it's important. it's meant to be.
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Nov. 30th, 2005 11:12 pmfreaking finally
lots of new icons
from photos you've seen
but fun for me
the newest realization is that i know nothing of what i look like either angry or sad
in all of the 'mad' photos i ever took, either of myself to remember a particularly bad moment
or when faking mad for someone else, it doesn't really seem mad...
maybe my face never shows this???
that would be weird
lots of new icons
from photos you've seen
but fun for me
the newest realization is that i know nothing of what i look like either angry or sad
in all of the 'mad' photos i ever took, either of myself to remember a particularly bad moment
or when faking mad for someone else, it doesn't really seem mad...
maybe my face never shows this???
that would be weird