before i forget

[emchy]

i had a horrible day
no really
one of those days where you wonder if you should even bother to keep going
and it wasn't anything
it was just everything

and then
i left work early, feeling crappy and needing to run an errand
in the castro, getting on the 33 to go home
i saw this hot butch on the bus, and then realized it was the mister
wonderful bus ride home
errands on haight street
blisters on my feet and i run into
mendiola
an old friend, who i have missed terribly, who i thought had permanent brain damage from getting jumped about 5 years ago, and who i heard had moved back to LA to live with his folks and i thought i would never see again.

he lives in my hood. he looked GREAT. he was glad to see me. he works as a teacher at a catholic school. i don't know if it will work out. but for a few days anyway, i have the hope that i may have a friend back. we traded numbers. i feel happy. hopeful. not as crappy as i did before.

i hope he is back in life.

so much random to make that happen. it's fate. it's important. it's meant to be.

Comments

[bionicfemme.livejournal.com]

Awww! You really didn't know it was the mister at first? That is so adorable. Love love love...you're so lucky.

Yay for running into old friends and mates.

I am going to make you something. :)

[crayonbeam.livejournal.com]

that is so freakin' warm fuzzy! yow!

[cindymonkey.livejournal.com]

i was trippin on it all night