help

if anyone knows of / hears of a apt or house opening that takes small dogs and cats - please let me know

hopefully one bedroom and within an hour? of the city...

panic attack slowly subsiding

i just feel so sad
that some fucking loser would think that hitting or being violent toawrds a dog would be a good thing- -but realistically - people do fucked up shit to people, cats, bunnies and I am always shocked at the hate that people put there towards innocent creatures. People can suck and I get the anger towards them, but children and animals - I swear - it always makes me lose more faith in humanity

But I cannot just walk around freaked out constantly
that will not work
it's not good for me, and that asshole cannot take away that i mostly like my life
so stash away, save the money, and move honey move just as soon as it is realistic

so that's it
i must find a way to have peace - to not worry and freak out and i am vacillating and I am still worried but at least i know that we have so far done the right things, we have been documenting, we have sought advice, personal, legal and direct from the coppers.

why is it always something?

and how to move past the paranoia and learn to live here without being angry all the time