it's a pity party

[emchy]

crying in the office kitchen
as the weight or realizing that

i won't see autumn leaves this year
i won't get to smell those smells

last year i thought i would die if i missed another fall
and it feels like i am dying inside


does anyone know of good autmn color on this coast? anywhere within a 15 hour drive works...

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[cindymonkey.livejournal.com]

sometimes I hate how tied my spirit is to seasons that I live so far away from