emchy

i rode a lot of solo today.
a bike ride around lake merced
and townie errands and dog food and just meander in that sort of efficient yet lazy way i have when it gets too hot.
more bad news that is interconnected with but yet not directly related to the specific [data embargo]
i managed to see death march on my brief sojurn with rooster to take some movies back to le video
fuckin woot woot to death march

i love this heat.

it's so uncomfortable and hot and wonderful.
odds are i won't be able to sleep at all tonight because of it
all of the windows are wide open and my allergies are fucked
and it's all a-ok with me

the only trouble is the exhaust from taraval and the smokers from the restaurant downstairs
already once tonight i had to shut the window for approx 10mins after i rudely yelled out the window
"please don't smoke directly under my window."
yes i yelled the please.
non consensually (even if unintentionally) turning my home into a smoking zone
isn't cool. urban living and all that - but a bit frustrating.
the house doesn't have great ventillation and is an oven with windows shut

anyway
i am not sure yet what i think of this weekend.
i got good parts for sure
but i also got two unexpected deaths
so there is a sad echo in my heart

maybe next weekend there can be lake
to clean out some of this grey echo with water
that smells green and blue and alive.