blargh

[emchy]

sitting in offices that used to be mine
helping the lady with filemaker hooha
and i warm my brain up to thinking and problem solving and remember why i got so tired of working for film festivals and the disorganization and lack of respect that people have for the tools that help them get their work done

it is software abuse and then they blame the computers for user error - it's like killing the messenger

at least i can fix it
and then look and hope and pray for something interesting in the glamourous world inf internet bladeeblah to distract me from the fact
that i am so close to the old burning bed and the damage just floats to the surface
oil and water

these rooms smell the same and we all know what a trigger a smell can be