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[emchy]

ever have one of those days that regardless of your intentions you are consistently misunderstood? well let's say it's my new theme song. which in conjunction with pms, no bfast and only one cuppa coffee plus the gloomy weather, which i usually love but today is dragging me under, it's making it a not so great solstice.

i need to turn the beat around though. find joys and happys in the moments that i walk in today. honor myself and the people i love. i suppose part of that is returning some friggin phone calls once work is done today. oh boy.

started new medicine last night. am now minutely observing all of my mood fluctuations and attitudes for potential good and bad reactions. being slightly ocd about it.

what i want the most right now: a tom waits record, a fireplace, my own copy of prime and about 6 hours just to myself.

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[cindymonkey.livejournal.com]

i tried lexapro and found anxiety lessened and depression increased

i am now trying zoloft but am too early in to notice anything as of yet