i feel distracted and weird
i want to work and be efficient, but i can't get there
i think i am turning off all my chatting capabilities and going to try and POWER through
the hardest part, making the plan to make the work happen
like my boss said last week
it's not making sure nothing falls off the plate, but figuring out how to keep everything on the many plates there have to be, and keep them all spinning at once
crazy that this is now true for me in my actual and my work life
and it's all good
i love it all
but i have coasted for a long time without needing to be hyper efficient anywhere except in my art, and even there i got lazy
i am challenged again.
wow. be careful what you ask for.
i want to work and be efficient, but i can't get there
i think i am turning off all my chatting capabilities and going to try and POWER through
the hardest part, making the plan to make the work happen
like my boss said last week
it's not making sure nothing falls off the plate, but figuring out how to keep everything on the many plates there have to be, and keep them all spinning at once
crazy that this is now true for me in my actual and my work life
and it's all good
i love it all
but i have coasted for a long time without needing to be hyper efficient anywhere except in my art, and even there i got lazy
i am challenged again.
wow. be careful what you ask for.
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Date: 2005-10-03 01:26 pm (UTC)I'll be at TDR on Thursday night, but it's dress rehearsal night, so I don't know that I'll be able to do much besides say "hey" to you and the pal.
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Date: 2005-10-03 01:28 pm (UTC)it would be nice to see you
it's weird that it feels like it has been so long
and hey... what happened to your k'v attendance missy? :)
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Date: 2005-10-03 01:33 pm (UTC)I was home cleaning my apartment and bonding over Springsteen via email with the person I'm cooking dinner for tonight. :)