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woke up this morning feeling scared. scared of myself. of where i am and where i am not. where i want to be and if i have the strength and courage to get there. to be open hearted and brave and love myself. to face my friends with that same open heart and feelings are just love them in person no strings attached like i love them in my heart when they're not right in front of me. scared of where i am and am not going as an artist. scared that i might not be able to do it. scared that i can see the road to my dreams and that i won't be strong enough to make it to the end. scared that i'll just be invisible forever. scared that i will turn away from the adventures i want. scared that i just can't do it anymore. just afraid that i somewhere along the line turned down the wrong road and i am on the failure path.

and what i hope is. those fears are there because it's what i am facing. THOSE are the safety net that i am turning away from and so my insecurities and patterns are turning up the volume because they don't want me walking away and towards good and powerful things. they don't want to be left behind. so they're getting louder. the louder they are - the more resolute i am to leave them behind.

i want a lot of things.
some of them are in progress.
some of them need a plan.

time to move forward as much as possible.

Dolores Park Update - look at your photos

REPOST:
Body: From the office of Jeremy Danger.

Allot of people have sent me messages regarding Roisin Isnerand and the incident in Delores park on the fourth. Here is the skinny.

About 9:45 we were watching the fireworks on the north side center of the park buy the restroom. Behind us on the south side of the path directly above the restroom by the green container dead in the center of the park. There was a group of people maybe twenty or so people most looked like San Jose kids. They were lighting off fireworks all illegal lots of rockets and lots of m60’s.

From where I was standing I could not see the city fireworks well. So I turned around to watch the fireworks this group was shooting off. I saw the guy who threw the bomb that blew apart the hand of Roisin Isner.

Here is his description:
18 to 25, 5’10 – 6’, 180 lbs, olive skin (don’t know race and he had no accent), he had a sooth face like he was younger with a “chocolate milk mustache” IE: like a kid the doesn’t have to shave yet very light and thin mustache. Dark colored shirt, blue jeans, curly black hair sticking out from under an Oakland A’s cap.

Here is the important part! The hat is very distinct. It is an alternate A’s hat so it is black with a green A’S symbol. What makes this hat even more distinct is it also had a welt that was green too. A welt is a tube of fabric sewn into the seams.
I can’t find a photo of this exact hat, but I did find a photo of one like it. Imagine it with green lines on all the triangle seems of the hat.




The hat below is just an example of welting look at the red lines on this hat and imagine them in green on the hat above.




Here is what you must do! Look at all of the photos that you took that day. See if you can see someone with that description look into the background of your photos and or video.

If you have any info about this case you need to call:
Sergeant Fabbri @ 416 850 6615 he is the detective working on this case.
And / or email Chris Isner chrisisner@hotmail.com

And the last thing you must do is repost this! Even if you don’t live in the city you will have a friend of a friend that dose. Hit reply to poster and then copy.

Please do not remove or change any of this information.

in other news

i do think that i may have in fact sprained my wrist. the overcompensation for which is fucking up my back. i am sure that isn't really helping my insatiable cranky. ice for now. brace for sleeping. possibly dr. in the am depending on how it feels.

in hilarious news - when i went to the place to see the people today the bouncer at the door laughed at me and said "ah - here to enjoy your injury today?" which really i thought was pretty charming.