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Nov. 4th, 2006 08:06 pmcalled the closest pal back in michigan this morning... felt so grounded after - so much me - so much like i could just indulge my own personality for the rest of the day... so in honor of the many roadtrips i put on some michelle shocked - got my house cleaned and took off in the car. there is a thing when you live in the middle of nowhere. you always are going somewhere - there is always a destination - movement. she and i would always be going somewhere but in truth it was the travelling that was the desire not the destination. often where we got to where we were going we left fairly quickly. it wasn't as much fun as driving down i-696 with mix tapes on in her old festiva and us smoking out the window. now that was the shit. sometimes if we were in my car we had to always have the heat on so the car wouldn't overheat - which meant we wore shorts or skirts much longer into fall then we would have in a normal situation. fuck i miss her. rumor has it as soon as she can find a plane ticket for less than $200 she is coming here for a weekend. she is actively hunting. when she arrives - be warned, you will be prodded to come and play.
speaking of playing - i havent been so much lately. haven't been out dancing in a year or something crazy and i am not sure how i feel about it. the last few times i did hit the dance club... it was so crowded i only felt mad that i couldn't get my groove on and it was just wall to wall smushy shoving people. but at the same time i love the dancy dance.... my G SWING aka - the french electro swing twenties songs remixed omigod i am so excited - that i won off of ebay arrived today. i love it. love it to the point that i want to buy every album that this label puts out. they're a small label that two dj's in paris started to collect together this exact sort of music. MUST HAVE. i know i went on about this recently, but now that i have one album - i really just want more.
had the good mood errand running. today i needed to be alone doing it. to just... have that time. good to see gordonzola and ilipodscril and m-- there. as usual i got a low blood sugar light headed thing as i was leaving. new rule is i should eat right before doing the errands. not eat at 9am and then not eat again until 5pm. how do i not remember what a bad idea this is? thank goodness for cheese samples... seriously... or it would've been ugly.
mostly though - this was a day of driving without care for destination. driving to bluegrass and country and thinking of the judi-grrrl and just... that. i miss her. she made me a movie of leaves falling in the park behind her house. if i send her a glass milk jug - she is going to fill it with dirt and leaves for me. and she told me that today - it doesn't smell the green and brown crisp of fall, just the barky brown tree dirt sort of brown and crisp. i love it. we smell in color together - how could i not just love her madly.
speaking of playing - i havent been so much lately. haven't been out dancing in a year or something crazy and i am not sure how i feel about it. the last few times i did hit the dance club... it was so crowded i only felt mad that i couldn't get my groove on and it was just wall to wall smushy shoving people. but at the same time i love the dancy dance.... my G SWING aka - the french electro swing twenties songs remixed omigod i am so excited - that i won off of ebay arrived today. i love it. love it to the point that i want to buy every album that this label puts out. they're a small label that two dj's in paris started to collect together this exact sort of music. MUST HAVE. i know i went on about this recently, but now that i have one album - i really just want more.
had the good mood errand running. today i needed to be alone doing it. to just... have that time. good to see gordonzola and ilipodscril and m-- there. as usual i got a low blood sugar light headed thing as i was leaving. new rule is i should eat right before doing the errands. not eat at 9am and then not eat again until 5pm. how do i not remember what a bad idea this is? thank goodness for cheese samples... seriously... or it would've been ugly.
mostly though - this was a day of driving without care for destination. driving to bluegrass and country and thinking of the judi-grrrl and just... that. i miss her. she made me a movie of leaves falling in the park behind her house. if i send her a glass milk jug - she is going to fill it with dirt and leaves for me. and she told me that today - it doesn't smell the green and brown crisp of fall, just the barky brown tree dirt sort of brown and crisp. i love it. we smell in color together - how could i not just love her madly.
