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Apr. 9th, 2006 09:19 amawake. barely. dammit i wish this house had heat. soon it will be to north beach, and then to errands and then later home for the fabulous love that sunday night tv can inspire. i didn't TOTALLY hermit this weekend - saw some people, seeing more today, etc but DAMN it feels really good to be boring sometimes.
driving around fairfax yesterday i am still struck by how much the hometown-esque marin towns feel like the same breed of towns over in michigan. and their proximity to SF coupled with trees and yard and relaxed feelings really pulls me to it. nice is like the only word for it. but odds are that it applies mostly when visiting. to go completely car bound again, not so into that... anyway - i sense our move when it happens this summer will prolly take us to the sunset and not to a completely different county.
another notion running through my head, i know so many people that are really good kind smart attractive people that can't seem to make the love thing work for the life of them. people that i would recommend for anything and trust with my life. who is giving out the good love karma? because i don't get it. esp when i know other people who are much more challenging, or would require their partners to do much more work and compromise and they have zero trouble with the amour. what makes the difference? is it odds and timing and luck? is there more to it or is it really just a crap shoot?
driving around fairfax yesterday i am still struck by how much the hometown-esque marin towns feel like the same breed of towns over in michigan. and their proximity to SF coupled with trees and yard and relaxed feelings really pulls me to it. nice is like the only word for it. but odds are that it applies mostly when visiting. to go completely car bound again, not so into that... anyway - i sense our move when it happens this summer will prolly take us to the sunset and not to a completely different county.
another notion running through my head, i know so many people that are really good kind smart attractive people that can't seem to make the love thing work for the life of them. people that i would recommend for anything and trust with my life. who is giving out the good love karma? because i don't get it. esp when i know other people who are much more challenging, or would require their partners to do much more work and compromise and they have zero trouble with the amour. what makes the difference? is it odds and timing and luck? is there more to it or is it really just a crap shoot?
