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Jan. 19th, 2006 11:38 amah Thursday morning. and my head feels underwater. i just finished my first cup of coffee. I am bleeding like a stuck pig and every bone in my body feels like it is full of owie bits of achy glass digging into my muscles. fun times for the most hectic day of the week. oh yay. this of course means that i want soup and i want cuddle. but what i get is water and about 8 hours to program out the site at work for the next few days while i am at sundance. this of course was done, but then me and co-worker, or shall i say co-worker, (and i agreed later) decided we needed to change it up. oh yay. redo the work. it will make next week easier, but sometimes i just hate change. in truth i love it, but i need a few hours to embrace it. i have 30 more minutes before i am there.
anyway. the reading last night was good. a realization, if i talk for more than 15 minutes straight, my throat starts to hurt. nice to know my body has it's own feature timing down. sold three chapbooks, yay! these are super limited edition, only made 30 of each since i am hoping to actually have someone PUBLISH them in a way that doesn't involve either me or kinkos. so i am running low already. going to take some to sundance in the hopes of getting discovered since i will be unusual. a poet, instead of just your average filmmaker. i may even be a commodity... right.
the mister and my two gay boyfriends came to the reading last night. completely distracting me from any socializing with other wonderful people there.
i went to harvey pre-reading and ate dinner solo. people watched. read. wrote. did my makeup at the table like true gay trash. i felt like the worm becoming a butterfly with just some red lipstick and a little hair gel. realize how little i make myself cute for work. meh.
hoping to find lots of good art and lots of cool queers this weekend. i want to read more of jess duggan's zines and am sad that i finished the one she sent me so fast. it was so good. want more more more.
trying to figure out when i sleep tonight. or ever? radio show from 6-8. then home to pack. shuttle comes at 4am. am i whining? i think i am. i always think i like travelling and i do, but i hate the day before a trip. i just get too scattered.
i think i am saying nothing and rambling about everything. so now i stop and go back to surfing the internet for ridiculousness, check www.addictingclips.com in about an hour for the rest of the fun
like this: http://www.thedepartureslounge.com/playwindow.php?clip_id=441
(which totally hypnotizes me, warning, bikini clad boobies!)
or this: http://www.peerflix.com/celebritygame/
anyway. the reading last night was good. a realization, if i talk for more than 15 minutes straight, my throat starts to hurt. nice to know my body has it's own feature timing down. sold three chapbooks, yay! these are super limited edition, only made 30 of each since i am hoping to actually have someone PUBLISH them in a way that doesn't involve either me or kinkos. so i am running low already. going to take some to sundance in the hopes of getting discovered since i will be unusual. a poet, instead of just your average filmmaker. i may even be a commodity... right.
the mister and my two gay boyfriends came to the reading last night. completely distracting me from any socializing with other wonderful people there.
i went to harvey pre-reading and ate dinner solo. people watched. read. wrote. did my makeup at the table like true gay trash. i felt like the worm becoming a butterfly with just some red lipstick and a little hair gel. realize how little i make myself cute for work. meh.
hoping to find lots of good art and lots of cool queers this weekend. i want to read more of jess duggan's zines and am sad that i finished the one she sent me so fast. it was so good. want more more more.
trying to figure out when i sleep tonight. or ever? radio show from 6-8. then home to pack. shuttle comes at 4am. am i whining? i think i am. i always think i like travelling and i do, but i hate the day before a trip. i just get too scattered.
i think i am saying nothing and rambling about everything. so now i stop and go back to surfing the internet for ridiculousness, check www.addictingclips.com in about an hour for the rest of the fun
like this: http://www.thedepartureslounge.com/playwindow.php?clip_id=441
(which totally hypnotizes me, warning, bikini clad boobies!)
or this: http://www.peerflix.com/celebritygame/