emchy

today was good - in the long run. had long deep share at the morning meeting. felt very antiseptic about it, very pollyanna about some things that I honestly don't feel pollyanna about at all. things about money and dynamics and drama and shame. went out to bfast with the lady at 1 or so. went to our favorite place, where i always seem to cry. today was no exception. the watier loves us, so i guess we don't seem crazy, but honestly not one meal where i haven't shed a few. it was good though. got some scary things off my chest. see the universe seems to be giving me another shot at some bad times i had. two things, and now i get to try and react differently. when i was twenty two and it happened, i didn't do so well. here we are at thirty, take two, good luck. there are other things. about friends and trust and some very blessed people that i feel so... let's just say the trust thing is a new one, and it feels very very good.

on unrelated topics:
1. open mic was rad - thank you to