bad to worse

[emchy]

i want a do-over for today

i have never felt my heart so closed as today
nothing could get in
weird metal clanging - oh that's the armor. right.
crying in public - oh right that's when the armor falls off a little

there's this song coming to mind
the chorus goes:
"i know everthing sucks - whoa - oh"

yep. that sums it up.