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Oct. 6th, 2006 01:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
emchywhat it is is that i have too much on my plate again
what it is is that my arms hurt and the pain makes it really hard to concentrate
what it is is that i have a lot of things i am thinking about and a lot of things going on and sometimes i do lose my actual self in all of the trying to make it happen
what it is is that i need more time or maybe just a clone... but something more than just me and this one brain
what it is is that i thought my big project for me was mostly done and now i am still in the editing and order shifting part of that and that i am still waiting for feedback and so it's like i am holding my breath for two weeks
what it is is that i need a little break and its hard to wait for that
what it is is that... i am tired
all of that said - the depression isn't back. there is just a lot on the plate.
what it is is that my arms hurt and the pain makes it really hard to concentrate
what it is is that i have a lot of things i am thinking about and a lot of things going on and sometimes i do lose my actual self in all of the trying to make it happen
what it is is that i need more time or maybe just a clone... but something more than just me and this one brain
what it is is that i thought my big project for me was mostly done and now i am still in the editing and order shifting part of that and that i am still waiting for feedback and so it's like i am holding my breath for two weeks
what it is is that i need a little break and its hard to wait for that
what it is is that... i am tired
all of that said - the depression isn't back. there is just a lot on the plate.
