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[emchy]

today having lunch with superpal i felt really quiet. totally interested in the conversation. but quiet. all day. quiet. and it just hit me. i am getting sick. despite my weekend of lethargy, or maybe that was just the coming attractions for our feature film of illness but i really do not feel well. i have these urges to work out and yet walking from my desk to the water cooler is making me light headed. i did well at my job today. in part i think because i feel too drained to overreact. just with it enough to hear, comprehend, complete task and move forward. my boss seems to like it. heh.

this really sucks. i have things to do. i do not want to miss any work because i actually managed to catch up enough to go at the pace i like. the focused double checking details pace. as opposed to the spastic rush along at breakneck speed to make deadlines pace.

sigh. i am now sad.