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[emchy]

i don't understand
why i am still awake
and i am so tired
it doesn't make sense
why don't i just go to bed
this is weird
i wanna go to bed
and yet i dont

at the same time
i fight the urge to clean my kitchen
it's hard
but it would mean i was up and wired until at least 2am
and i just can't commit to that