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Nov. 9th, 2004 10:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
emchythings keep building up
got another blow last night
stayed out too late drinking and being the rock for my pal who is moving to NYC and is in panic mode since the move is less than a month away and the potential roommates are doing that freaky flaky thing that tend to wig people out when they are moving across the country.
called to check in and got bad news
more bad news
call me the goddamn rock of gibraltar over here
i can take it, more and more, and i will not waver
i have spent too much money on whiskey this week
it is bringing up old demons
memories that are better left far in the distance
people that I can't get resolved about and so the thought of them just bring waves and waves of longing and missing and damn when it was good it was so good but it's not anymore and these wounds feel days old instead of six years old and there is no joy in going down this road
got another blow last night
stayed out too late drinking and being the rock for my pal who is moving to NYC and is in panic mode since the move is less than a month away and the potential roommates are doing that freaky flaky thing that tend to wig people out when they are moving across the country.
called to check in and got bad news
more bad news
call me the goddamn rock of gibraltar over here
i can take it, more and more, and i will not waver
i have spent too much money on whiskey this week
it is bringing up old demons
memories that are better left far in the distance
people that I can't get resolved about and so the thought of them just bring waves and waves of longing and missing and damn when it was good it was so good but it's not anymore and these wounds feel days old instead of six years old and there is no joy in going down this road
