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[emchy]

candles - check
mood lighting - working on it
dinner being made - check
two separate and equally thrilling bits of lit to read and let my brain relax to - check

i wanted to get some work done, but i think i get the treat of reading tonight
i know it's always busy
and sometimes i wonder
if i act like there is all the time in the world
will it start to feel more like there actually is?

it's an experiment
beginning now
despite the day job
i will try for a little while
to act as if i have the life i want*
and then maybe it will be a little more real


*this does not include buying more shoes, clothes from anthropologie or expensive smelly things from sephora no matter how pretty, organized and artsy these things make me feel

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