HAPPY BIRTHDAY borggrrl!!!!

to my favorite devilish angel

the moon is a fat gift of love

so tonight was the first night where i did just exactly what i wanted. home from work for the debate. then off to a bday drinky thing. and i made it! i managed my time and my energy and didn't fall prey to the couch and the homestead and stresses!!! and i was able to swing-esque dance to the violent femmes, and scare people with a gogol bordello shout along and lick frosting off my fingers and drink wine and give the birthday wishes and it was just good. drove home to my constant recent gogol bordello soundtrack which has me wanting to channel the energy i felt in new york and new orleans and just go go go. there is music and art always to be had how can we hold ourselves from it? oh yea day job blah blah blah. i know. its important and i like my work. art in the world etc etc. meanwhile. i want to just dance and play music and sing and yell. argh woot yar. so i car danced my way home with the big huge half moon over the city like a fat gift of love. home to rooster and stories of movement and progress and filmy goodness. she is brilliant you know? so proud and honored to hear her grand plans.
now there are plans waiting for me. i am excited for them. they hold all this mystery. i said it earlier tonight and meant it with all my heart. you can't plan your path. you just have to trust your gut and put one foot in front of the other.