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russian river was amazing. we lost power, smoked ourselves asthma with the fireplace and got really cold. but it was all good.
traffic was broken on the way home.
many hours and floods later i come home
relaxed. happy. tired out of my mind.
my awesome staying at the house pal took awesome care of my kitties despite clue's efforts to be a pain in the ass.

and then i check the email from my mom.
to find out that two days ago they gave my grandmother last rites.
i need to go call my mom.
all i want to do is go drive away again.

my heart already disassociated.
i feel shut off and done.

snapshots from the weekend

awesome rain fashion
 

booo no dogs on beach



i love this house



lucky likes blankets not rain



and coming home - rain rain rain and traffic