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rainy

this is one of those days to curl up cozy
rain rain rain
wish me luck as one of the three employees working today
anyone want to drop by for coffee....

i am here until 5pm

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punk rock monday

ok - so both of my coworkers have errands today
so right now i have the three office suite to myself
the punk rock is on
the heater is cranking
and i am looking at the rain and feeling very amused
the juvenile delinquent in me is coming out

something just feels so wrong about rocking out this hard
in an office

completely amused

xo

jumping out of my skin

i feel the need to do SOMETHING
bounce bounce
i am making myself crazy
i have the severe cabin fever
on this day when anyone sane would want to stay in and cozy up

i drank too much coffee
i have bits of poems nagging me without enough focus to do anything about it
i need activity, a run, a dance, a bounce, a pounce
neergetic conversation and alchohol to calm me down
something something

as it stands now
i am going home at 5,
and relaxing
on a day when i cannot relax
by then it will be dark
too dark for the parks
for a long dog walk to get this out of my system
i need a dance class
a yoga class
a good swim

frustrated and crazy feeling
i do not want to freak out and cranky out on anyone
but dammit i need to get sweaty and work this out
if i don't
prediction comes true
i spin all night
and am vaguely cranky and dissatisfied
which by wednesday will make me super bitchy
and i will pick a fight with someone i love
i don't want that

must figure it out
there are two yoga studios down the street
maybe that would help
or a workout tape

jumping out of my skin is an understatement