jumping out of my skin

[emchy]

i feel the need to do SOMETHING
bounce bounce
i am making myself crazy
i have the severe cabin fever
on this day when anyone sane would want to stay in and cozy up

i drank too much coffee
i have bits of poems nagging me without enough focus to do anything about it
i need activity, a run, a dance, a bounce, a pounce
neergetic conversation and alchohol to calm me down
something something

as it stands now
i am going home at 5,
and relaxing
on a day when i cannot relax
by then it will be dark
too dark for the parks
for a long dog walk to get this out of my system
i need a dance class
a yoga class
a good swim

frustrated and crazy feeling
i do not want to freak out and cranky out on anyone
but dammit i need to get sweaty and work this out
if i don't
prediction comes true
i spin all night
and am vaguely cranky and dissatisfied
which by wednesday will make me super bitchy
and i will pick a fight with someone i love
i don't want that

must figure it out
there are two yoga studios down the street
maybe that would help
or a workout tape

jumping out of my skin is an understatement