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[emchy]

sometimes i wonder what would happen if i just took my laptop, walked away from this job and never looked back.

what would really happen? i couldn't pay my rent. ok. but i could very nearly pay my rent and pick up some theatre shifts. i would let people down, ok i do that all of the time. fuck. this just feels so fucking hard and it doesn't seem like it should.

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[bionicfemme.livejournal.com]

I'm probably going to sound retarded, but what is your job? lol. What is hurting you? Do the people suck? I know how maddening it is to be in crappy workplaces...I temped at an investment banking company in Princeton, NJ for 3 months and was surrounded daily by a gaggle of WASPS talking about men and babies. Ew!

[cindymonkey.livejournal.com]

no the people are good, when they are there. i work 2 jobs. one at the lgbt center as an assistant which is good but not challenging and frustrating in a bored way. the other i am a retreat coordinator for a siritual renewal retreat for folks with hiv. there is only me and my boss as staff and it is too big of a job for one person with no support and no direction being given. that is the basic problem. too much and so i procrastinate any of it and it just keeps getting bigger.