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[emchy]

why does it feel like everyone else moves so much easier than me
just found out that a friend is moving to ohio for the summer
i want to move and have adventures and come back
it feels like an impossible dream
am i really so stuck or does it just feel that way right now?

how the hell do people have the money to move around so much? i barely have the money for coffee

or am i just too old in my head for adventures anymore? i feel about a hundred today and nothing feels very possible

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[redshrike.livejournal.com]

i understand this feeling, very very.

the hoptoad and i have lived in the same flat for ten years. it wasn't because we meant to; it just happens. rezendi, one of the people i'm closest to in the whole world, recently signed the longest lease of his life—16 months—and is freaked out by the thought of living in one place for so long. and he's traveling now and he'll still be traveling off and on during that lease; he can't not. i have been studying him since i met him, trying to understand how he does—is—this. (i still can't explain it, though i think i am closer to comprehension.)

[cindymonkey.livejournal.com]

yeah - i usually switch apartments every 1.5 years. coming up on 2.5 at this one and its very strange

ten years in the bay area for me too. it just feels like i should be moving more. yet everytime i am ready to leave, fate has stepped in and made me really really really love to be here.

right now i think i might just need a travelling vacation