emchy

i think there was just friggin HAIL outside. the house is freezing and i am working from home for awhile because i just cannot go out in this. i am the wicked witch. i will melt.

house with no heat is freezing and so the oven is on with the door open because even miss cluecat is puffed up fur kitty trying to keep herself warmer as my toes turn into icicles and the office across town is even colder.

last night was good. not fun. but i let myself actually feel angry within 15 minutes of being angered. better response time than usual. progress. all about the progress.

i think fate is forcing me to reconsider what i am doing. thankfully today i can work from home for a good part of the day since a lot of my work is emailing emailing emailing. and that's fine. but this will be the second time this week i just couldn't handle hitting an office bright and early. the new job is better than the really gay one - since i get to actually think and work. maybe it's just the rain. i don't know.

i was so excited for the potential and keep getting mired in minutiae and so it is slowing down my enthusiasm. today i pick up the first printing job though. big fun. next week is some meetings and interacting. it will inspire me. i am going to start setting up even more meetings and then moving forward with a plan. maybe that will help.