learning how to let go

[emchy]

i think everything happens to serve a purpose. i need to learn not to care as much if i am misunderstood. i can explain myself. my motivations. my care. until i am blue in the face. but in the end people believe the narratives that they are writing in their heads. whether they are accurate about the truth or reality of a situation, we all make our own truth. and so i let go. because sometimes people just don't get it. no matter how many times you tell them. you can tear your heart open and show them the guts and still they're convinced that you're hiding secret meanies behind the valves, veins and arteries. so i am trying to learn to let go. it makes me sad. but... it's something i keep needing to learn. here we are at lesson # 3598. maybe this time it will stick.