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[emchy]

torrents of rain pour down
and a call to a friend, who is part of the plan, is making it all better for both of us. i feel blessed. sure i am still angsty and weird, but blessed nonetheless. reading don marquis tonight and feeling like i have some guardian angels around me. final_girl, you are one, you too mslashes, and nerak_g, we need to continue that conversation off of live journal in email land

a salt bath while sheets of rain run outside
now feeling soft and fuzzy and a little lightheaded
i want rituals to mark this magic

i think tonight i forgive myself for being human
and try to remember
what i am like, when i am happy

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[nerak-g.livejournal.com]

i just rambled at you.not sure if it makes sense,since i was on the first mug of java when i hopped it.

sometimes the decision to be happy and the remembering of happiness channel it out.sometimes.

here's hoping to more warm fuzzies on this eve of an eve.