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[emchy]

i am in the strangest place
i feel so much like straying
running around
drinking too much
playing too hard
driving too long
and yet i know
that while i would do all of that
i'd just want to be home
cuddling

is it a conflict
to be a nester
and an adventurer?
it feels like one right now
and i am not even sure why

maybe it's just the tv making me insane for five nights in a row
maybe it's not having a work space