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[emchy]

having a moment where everything is a bit surreal
thinking of someone, and got a message from them a moment later
dreaming of people i will talk to today
wanting things i hope i get
and reading pieces of thoughts that inspire poems for later
all the while, disconnected from actual emotions that tell me where my heart is

"my heart was so full
it cracked my ribs like a pinata
sweetmeats and glittery bone
falling through the air
like a gorey ticket tape parade
just to celebrate you."