out of town

out of town is good
water wrestling fully clothed in my summer dress (and winning) is good
drunky pants and seeing people that it's been too long for is again good

home and sunburnt and tired but its good
still feeling disconnected and a bit sad but there were places this weekend where my connect came back for moments and it felt so good
my knees and ankles are swollen from dancing in bad shoes - best reason ever for the pain and sore

wanting to look future and plan and be excited
next thurs is the santa rosa show - i am enjoying this whole getting out of town and into the summer thing
 
i am all snippets of thoughts and tangents
there is good and bad and it feels complicated but not at the same time
more and more forest for the trees