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today was not a good day. not a bad day. it had just enough awesome and just enough complete frustration to draw a complete even steven sort of line. i got a huge complement from someone i completely admire. i realized how many emails i am lax in returning. i think i may be oversharing in some parts of my life. possibly also undersharing in others. i do not want. that sums a lot of it up. and yet for other pieces i really do in fact want quite a lot. i wrote a song yesterday - lyrics only - but i like it very very much. tonight practicing i came up with a few different chord progression fun times that sounded super interesting. none of them right for the new song. but possibly very good for other songs. it's exciting. i wonder what will come of them later. hopefully grand and wonderful things. right now i am avoiding cooking dinner. i know what i could make and how tasty it would be and even how comforting it would be for me to cook. really to open some wine, cook the yummy, and then settle in with my new book (yay borggrrl) and just relax. maybe even take a salt bath to pull out some of the toxic that the rote of the day to day pours on. we'll see.

last night i put new sheets on the bed. i got them at target and they have blue stripes. they feel clean and summer like. they remind me of michigan and the hard twin beds of my grandparents house. i feel like my grandparents are closer in today. closer in to me i mean. it's nice. i wish i could hear cardinals outside.

i think no matter what the night brings i need to go put on my favorite pajamas and my velvety 1920's slippers. with that it has to be a charming cuddle kind of night.

in other and most important news

the dog seems to be feeling better.
w00t!
lucky is full of WIN