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Dec. 11th, 2005 10:16 pmgood weekend, managed to come through and make it to all except one of the responsibilities this weekend.
realized how much i absolutely LOVE my old gay boyfriend and you know what, i think he is coming back into my life. saw a lot of people from my 'old life' say 1998 - 2002 era and it was so good to see them. even danced on a table. woot.
i have been hermiting a lot lately, a lot in the home life and work and the holidays... if you feel like you're not getting enough from me, try to understand it isn't about you. it's about me trying to manage my life and my time without panic attacks and depression and and and.
anyway
still hoping to make it to brokeback mountain, king kong and maybe one other movie this week..
many many presents still to buy and send back to michigan
so very very much to do
realized how much i absolutely LOVE my old gay boyfriend and you know what, i think he is coming back into my life. saw a lot of people from my 'old life' say 1998 - 2002 era and it was so good to see them. even danced on a table. woot.
i have been hermiting a lot lately, a lot in the home life and work and the holidays... if you feel like you're not getting enough from me, try to understand it isn't about you. it's about me trying to manage my life and my time without panic attacks and depression and and and.
anyway
still hoping to make it to brokeback mountain, king kong and maybe one other movie this week..
many many presents still to buy and send back to michigan
so very very much to do
