denied access

you know those old friends
the ones that serious bad went down with
but you have both claimed that it's water under the bridge
even feigned some new attempt at friendship

well i just got a friendster friend request deleted by one of those
and it shouldn't hurt my feelings
but it does
i am sadder than i thought i could be again
at least over her

it was a few years ago - but when you used to be like family
and now a computer network link is even too much

sigh