not so much fun in the park
Feb. 9th, 2005 02:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
emchytook another park lunch break - this time solo, but ran into a friend. that was grand. brief chat and then i was off on my own - but not - dogs missing from the walk - oh no - much shouting and calling for dogs rounded out the break. stressy stressy. left me feeling a little off. and the emotional landscape today is strange.
the night is stretching in front of me. solo night with no plans. there is an open mic tonight - but i feel like i need a performance break. just a little one. the lady has her own filmy thing going on. i have the house to myself. combination of excitement and dread. the night yawns open in front of me, daring me, challenging me and i am afraid.
i have to make keys tonight. two new friends get keys to the homestead for the dogwalking. hafta then deliver them and then... tape american idol and maybe get some work or some laundry done. laundry would be noble.
vaguely sad. will panic come later... who knows. maybe i should just settle in and start thinking about jokes.
the night is stretching in front of me. solo night with no plans. there is an open mic tonight - but i feel like i need a performance break. just a little one. the lady has her own filmy thing going on. i have the house to myself. combination of excitement and dread. the night yawns open in front of me, daring me, challenging me and i am afraid.
i have to make keys tonight. two new friends get keys to the homestead for the dogwalking. hafta then deliver them and then... tape american idol and maybe get some work or some laundry done. laundry would be noble.
vaguely sad. will panic come later... who knows. maybe i should just settle in and start thinking about jokes.
