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sometimes i wonder what would happen if i just took my laptop, walked away from this job and never looked back.

what would really happen? i couldn't pay my rent. ok. but i could very nearly pay my rent and pick up some theatre shifts. i would let people down, ok i do that all of the time. fuck. this just feels so fucking hard and it doesn't seem like it should.

yay rocking writers!

thank you thank you thank you wonderful people! just freaking fabulous reading last night. finalgirl, blackpearl10, fresh!, mario, elsa, meliza, DAMN people, that was some good word slingin!

and of course thank you to the LJ people in the house. tnkgrl, lilahwild, borggrrl, beckastar, katasutra, charliegrrrl, badgerbag, nadinelet, brownstargirl and bionicfemme for coming, listening and giving some good writer love to the room.

one of the best parts, big fat full moon sitting out the window, like a present for all of the readers to look at while they channelled some damn good magic.

it was a bright spot in what is a hard time for me. thank you.