emchy | (no subject)

*hug* It's going to be okay.

i actually don't think it is honey. i actually dont.

I'm doing my good friend job. You worry about things and I reassure you that it's going to be okay. You've done that for me a lot. It may be scary at first, but your friends will help you where we can and it will eventually be okay. *hug*

If you need to get together after work tonight to vent, cry, be distracted, just let me know.

thanks. i have writing group tonight so i am going to hold it together until after then. when i go home and try to deal with the future.

one step at a time. first, get out of your head. have you eaten today? go for a short walk. move a little. get through the rest of your workday. then... you can think about writing group and after. easy does it. first things first. be where you are. and breathe.

thanks. ate some oatmeal. need a walk. need a smoke badly. yes walk good. thank you for reminding me about one step at a time. not crying at my desk is the best one step at a time.

cry if you need to. i go to lunch at 12:30 == do you want me to call?

thank you honey. i had to go deal with moving my car so it doesn't get towed. just got your note. i think i am just going to try and get through moment to moment.

i didn't expect to react like this.

it's going to be okay, even if you don't see how from here. you don't have to.

Yes, that's exactly what I was trying to say.

I'm with final_girl here... don't deal with the future when you get home. Deal with the present. Deal with right now. The future's gonna happen all by itself. If you can, as much as possible, bring yourself back into the fold of love that's your home... keep breathing. Walk the puppy. Watch ridiculous tv. Keep breathing...

You are beautiful in yourself, and deserve all the good things. *hug* *hug* *hug*

(we are all beautiful in ourselves and deserve all the good things... I have to try and remind myself that as well. :P)

thanks honey. i just have some serious $$ fear happening. reacting to my ouwn reactions and chain reacting from there. thank you for the hugs.

it'll be okay in a few minutes, then the future will have been now & then the past.
(((hugs)))