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there's no sun up in the sky
I am not sure when i went from good mood leftover hot tub fuzzy to very very sad
again with the angst and the wanderlust and the need the screaming out of bleeding out of need to be somewhere quiet where trees are big, huge, just big pine trees and maples and oaks who offer shade and solace
my grandmother sent no card - and so i am left with maudlin thoughts, is she too ill to have remembered?
autumn is the time of homesickness
my mother sent me a necklace with a tree on it, it made me smile and think of hime - a new talisman that felt like family...now i wonder if it is a boulder of sadness around my neck and I try to get through and end up feeling hollow until my thoughts become too jumbled from bouncing around inside of my shell
but at least Ken from my day job liked my poems - they have inspired him to go on a long night drive to nowhere with his thoughts for company - that's pretty cool
again with the angst and the wanderlust and the need the screaming out of bleeding out of need to be somewhere quiet where trees are big, huge, just big pine trees and maples and oaks who offer shade and solace
my grandmother sent no card - and so i am left with maudlin thoughts, is she too ill to have remembered?
autumn is the time of homesickness
my mother sent me a necklace with a tree on it, it made me smile and think of hime - a new talisman that felt like family...now i wonder if it is a boulder of sadness around my neck and I try to get through and end up feeling hollow until my thoughts become too jumbled from bouncing around inside of my shell
but at least Ken from my day job liked my poems - they have inspired him to go on a long night drive to nowhere with his thoughts for company - that's pretty cool